JUMP START !

Just when you think that everything in life seems gloomy and "direction-less"....you were presented with a few situation which you totally have no what-so-ever clue with or something old which finally resurface from where it was long buried...you suddenly came back from the dead (so to speak) with a new perspective in life.

I, for one who's a firm believer in "signs".....;) witness actually quite a number of incident lately...

I found this while browsing my old status from my tweeter
" This princess is in despair, collecting what's left from those broken pieces with head up high, I WAS NOT BUILT TO BREAK! SO HELP ME GOD!!"

Why i wrote it on the first place? Well i can't really recalled, but probably one of those infamous "down to the blues" days....what's new huh ;)

To those who've been with me eversince i started this blog, probably could read me like a book if they see me face to face. Or so they think ;) AHAAAA.....i could be just plain lazy (Genius, yeah right huh.....i would like to think of myself as one....but sometimes i do end up making stupid decision in life...sighhhh) who can be very direct at expressing my feeling.

A curse? To my mom probably yes hehe....to me, it's my permanent trademark which long before i tried so hard to change...until i begin accepting my true color...loving every bit of me...up to a point where some judgemental individual think of me as VAIN....which i proudly accept...."Well that's me" If i do change, i won't be me anymore :)

I fall in love quickly, got angry in a split second faster than anyone i can remember, being a permanent melancholy especially when i get my "slow theme song" of the day, all sweaty and excited at the site of things which falls under "my fond list".....sighhh, well for short, getting to know me could be a handful...metaphorically speaking ;)

At this very moment, Juwita Suwito's song, Stand is on my "repeat mode" hehe....so you probably could tell...how this post's gonna end huh ;) ....well actually been trying to blog recently but i guess i have been having some "blogger's block" eversince last year.....Just keep your fingers crossed....i might write more than what i'm used to...i said "i might" ;)

I do miss expressing my inner thoughts by placing my tiny finger tips on my laptop keyboard...so therapeutic at times...i hardly noticed the time it's almost quater to 4am....i do hope i get to eat "Tuaran Fried Mee" for breakfast......I give you..Juwita Suwito ~ Stand ;)

Yours Truly,

Princess in Despair

Valentine's Day?

" Stories you read when you're the right age never quite leave you. You may forget who wrote them or what the story was called. Sometimes you'll forget precisely what happened, but if a story touches you it will stay with you, haunting the place in your mind that you rarely ever visit. "

i stumbled upon the above while i was reading the introduction for a new book i bought recently. A lot happened through out my "missing in action" period. After celebrating my 2011 Valentine's day with that one special person...which got me thinking, another chapter in progress in my life story...

Scary? I would be lying if i say NO. Lets just say... after been missing in action for a very long time, i came back from the dead and doing my very best to live my life to the fullest! Being alive and healthy is the best prayer one can ever asked for. Before i forgot, my resolution this year will be to keep myself healthy or as people put it...in the pink of health! If i did lose weight in the process that'll surely be a big bonus !

Yesterday on the 15th....i can name a number of names which character in my life story make my life worth living for. Some came out suprising to me, where else i thought i could live without them....suprising huh? Actually it took me a while to think on how i would like to start blogging again...

I had a colorful day yesterday but one color that was definately out from my life story chapter was, black. I no longer want to wear black for as long as i live...figuratively speaking ;)

I kind of run out of idea now but i promise to continue writing whenever my ideas flows back in.....for now, i just want to say Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends who stick to me thru my thick and thin years....for loving me as I already am, for not judging me and for accepting me as me, always....and for the 3 most important man in my life...the best is yet to come! To all the ladies, my mom, my girlfriends and favourite aunties, my favourite cousins...not a single day passed with me thinking about your where abouts....you guys kept me going...Thank You incase i forgot to mention that.

No amount of roses can ever replace YOU from my heart....I "heart" you...always


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY


Yours Truly,
Ameera Matahari