Saturday, October 20, 2012
Hello You ;)
I always say, it's been ages since i jot anything here right? I've been extremely moody and lazy lately.
I am happy to have a second chance meeting with a very very long lost friend...
hmm.... i really need a good cuppa now, later!!
Love,
Sun-less Matahari
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Thursday, July 5, 2012
The World's Greatest :D
Saturday, June 2, 2012
A Song
Through good times and bad,
You were there for me,
When I thought there was no light at the end of the tunnel,
You showed it to me,
When I felt life was too overwhelming,
You telepathically took me in your arms
and told me it would be alright.
When I thought I didn't have the courage,
You showed me I did,
When I thought I wasn't worthy of anything,
You showed me differently,
When I swore I didn't have the strength to go on,
You gave me the strength.
You are my angel sent from above,
You are my dream come true,
You are the lover I always fantansized about,
You are the king of my world,
And you are my knight in shining armor.
You lighten my life,
You fill my heart with happiness,
My soul with love,
You complete me,
You were the piece I was missing in this puzzle that we call life.
I just want to thank you for being who you are,
For loving me, even when I act ridiculous,
For understanding me and my faults,
And, for being the greatest friend and love of my entire life.
Yours Truly,
Matahari
Friday, May 25, 2012
Unlisted!
Yours Truly,
The Matured Baby Matahari !
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Bahasa Kalbu ( Soul Language )
Kulihat di sinar matamu
Tersimpan kekayaan batinmu
Di dalam senyummu
Kudengar bahasa kalbumu
Mengalun bening menggetarkan
Kini dirimu yang selalu
Bertahta di benakku
Dan aku kan mengiringi
Bersama di setiap langkahmu
Percayalah
Hanya diriku yang paling mengerti
Kegelisahan jiwamu kasih
Dan arti kata kecewamu
Kasih yakinlah
Hanya aku yang paling memahami
Besar arti kejujuran diri
Indah sanubarimu kasih
Percayalah
Friday, May 18, 2012
360 Degree Change? Part Deux ....
Honestly, I am so called "broken hearted again" ...well, i actually lost count on how many times is it this time. I just don't know how do i put it out here, should i let go of my ego and blurt it all out or just bottle it up again until it'll take a toll on me, again?
Recently .... i felt like a broken glass...shattered, after doing my best to juggle everything on my own , i had to give in and made one of the biggest ...most difficult decision in my life, to finally be SELFISH for me...my future....
The hardest part of it was, it was my baby project...which this coming November 16th 2012's going to be the fourth year anniversary for the Hair Salon... which i built from scratch with my business partner...
I am shattered as i can't see any other choice but to give it up as my business partner probably leaving in 6 months time abroad to attend self advancement course for 16 months.
It felt as if I've been slapped .... finally saying YES to giving up .... and to make things worst, my baby project!!! I don't know when do I ever recover from this, but I will do my best to get out of it....because in life, the moment you stop and let the situation control you, you're finish!
No way I'm gonna let that happen to me... so here, To The FUTURE and The UNKNOWN...May there'll be light along the way!
All I need is to believe that i can do this... and everything else will fall into places...so help me God. AMIN!
Thursday, April 19, 2012
360 Degree Change?
At the moment, i have no idea how my life's going to be in the next 6 months time but i can assure you, I am going to face this chin up.
Yours Truly,
Baby Matahari
Friday, March 16, 2012
That Old Familiar Feeling?
The main the reason why i am here again today is, i had to let go of my other close friend on BlackBerry....I am never good with goodbyes...this particular friend have been there most of my difficult times...i just can't handle too many suffocating moment / issues as i am in the mid of reinventing myself, i honestly can't keep up with all these.... I am truly sorry for having to have to do this to you.... i just don't want you to feel guilty for having to choose to delete me instead ...
I am on repeat mode now as usual, now i am beginning to understand why sometimes i put things on repeat probably to numb certain feelings which i would rather avoid discussing than to hurt that particular person by voicing things out....incase you guys wondering what am i listening to....first i have to thanked new group friend who posted this song today...by the name GP. The song is so therapeutic, as if God's sending it just in time to heal my sobbing heart so to speak....Thank You Allah....:(
To that very special friend, I hope you'll find what you've been looking for and remember, " Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. ~ Bernice Johnson Reagon " I am setting you free so you can get on with life to find all those missing links in your life and probably one fine day I will see you be happy again as i always wished you would. Thank you for loving me....I remained your muse always....
Yours Truly,
Always be your... Baby Matahari :(
Pankaj Udhas - Chandi Jaisa Rang He Tera
The Lyrics ;)
Pankaj Udhas - Chandi Jaisa Rang He Tera
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise baal
( Like silver is your complexion, gold like tresses)
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
(Only you are the rich one, fair girl, the rest are all poor)
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise baal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Jis reste se tu gujre, voh phoolon se bhar jaye
(Whatever pathway/road you take, they fill up with flowers)
Jis reste se tu gujre, voh phoolon se bhar jaye
Tere pair ki komal aahat sote bhaag jagaye
(The soft treading of your feet wake the sleeping destiny)
Jo patthar choo le gori tu voh heera ban jaye
(The stone you touch, fair girl, turns into diamond)
Tu jisko mil jaye voh, tu jisko mil jaye
(The one who obtains you, the one who obtains you)
Vo ho jaye malamal
(Will become very very rich)
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
(You are the only rich one, fair damsel, the rest are poor)
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise baal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Jo be-rang ho us par kya kya rang jamate log
(Those who are colourless get thrusted with what various colours by others)
Jo be-rang ho us par kya kya rang jamate log
Tu naadaan na jane kaise roop churate log
(You are naïve, you don’t know what faces people hide)
Nazaren bhar bhar dekhen tujhko aate jaate log
(People passing by are looking at you glaringly)
Chail chabeeli rani thoda, Chail chabeeli rani thoda
(O gracious beautiful queen, slightly)
ghoonghat aur nikaal
(Let the veil slip)
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
(Only you are the rich one, o fair lady, the others are poor)
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise baal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Dhanak ghata kaliyan aur tare sub hain tere roop
(Rainbow, clouds, flower buds and stars are all your features/ faces)
Dhanak ghata kaliyan aur tare sub hain tera roop
Ghazalen hon ya geet hon mere sub mein tera roop
(Whether it be my poems or songs, all are about you)
Yunhi chamakti rahe hamesha tere husn ki dhoop
(May the shade of your beauty always shine like this)
Tujhe nazar na lage kisi ki
(May no one's evil eyes cast upon you)
Tujhe nazar na lage kisi ki
Jiye hazaron saal
(May you live a hundred years)
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise baal
( Like silver is your complexion, gold like tresses)
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
(Only you are the rich one, fair girl, the rest are all poor)
Chandi jaisa rang hai tera, sone jaise baal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Ek tuhi dhanvaan hai gori, baaki sub kangaal
Sunday, February 12, 2012
TO MY GIRL, WHITNEY!
Miss Whitney, with your own ups and downs in life... you managed to pull me out of my depression through your songs ... the lyrics touched me and although sometimes my friends deserted me during my 'emotionally fucked up' days... you are there with me in spirit like a dear friend...my best imaginary friend and my best counselor to date.....(To be continued....)
To My Girl Whitney, thank you for being My Miracle...
Monday, January 30, 2012
Victoria Justice ~ You're The reason
I don't want to make a scene
I don't want to let you down
Try to do my own thing
And I'm starting to figure it out
That it's alright
Keep it together wherever we go
And it's alright, oh well, whatever
Everybody needs to know
[Chorus:]
You might be crazy
Have I told you lately that I love you?
You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly
And it's crazy that someone could change me
Now no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try
And you need to know that you're the reason why
I don't even care when they say
You're a little bit off
Look me in the eye, I say
I could never get enough
'Cause it's alright
Keep it together wherever we go
And it's alright, oh well, whatever
Everybody needs to know
[Chorus]
If it was raining, you would yell at the sun
Pick up the pieces when the damage is done
You say it's just another day in the shade
But look at what a mess we made
[Chorus 2x]
Mayumi Itsuwa ~ Kokoro No Tomo ( Teman Hati / Kekasih Hati )
Anata Kara Kurushimi O Ubaeta Sono Toki
Watashi Nimo Ikiteyuku Yuuki Nga Waite Kuru
Anata To Deau Made Wa Kodoku Na Sasurai-Bito
Sono Te No Nukumori O Kanji Sasete
Ai Wa Itsumo Rarabai
Tabi Ni Tsukareta Toki
Tada Kokoro No Tomo To
Watashi O Yonde
Shinjiau Kotoro Sae Dokoka Ni Wasurete
Hito Wa Naze Su'ngita Hi No Shiawase Oikakeru
Shisuka Ni Mabuta Tojite Kokoro No Doa O Hiraki
Watashi O Tsukandara Namida Huite
Ai Wa Itsumo Rarabai
Anata Nga Yowai Toki
Tada Kokoro No Tomo To
Watashi O Yonde
Ai Wa Itsumo Rarabai
Tabi Ni Tsukareta Toki
Tada Kokoro No Tomo To
Watashi O Yonde
Teman Hati (Kekasih hati)
Kala itu mampu kulepaskan kepedihan dari hatimu
Semangatku pun bergelora menapaki jalan hidup ini
Sebelum bersua denganmu, kesepian aku berkelana
Biar kurasakan hangatnya jemarimu
Cinta senantiasa meninabobokkan
Tatkala lelah dalam perjalanan
Ingatlah diriku sebagai teman hati
Bahkan hati yang saling percaya terlupa entah di mana
Mengapa orang-orang mengejar kebahagiaan yang telah berlalu
Pejamkan matamu perlahan dan singkapkan jendela hatimu
Raih tanganku dan usap air matamu
Cinta senantiasa meninabobokkan
Tatkala lelah dalam perjalanan
Ingatlah diriku sebagai teman hati
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
The Pursuit of Happiness - Quotes Album / January 2012
can bear almost any HOW.
~ Friedrich Nietzsche
Yours Fucking TRULY,
MATAHARI
P.S. NO APPOLOGIES :)
Monday, January 16, 2012
Don Omar ~ Virtual Diva
Virtual Diva
D..D..D !!!
D-O....
DIESEL!!!
ICON! ! !
Ella es ese sueño
Que tube despierto
Un recuerdo leve
De esto que siento
Una sacudida
A mis salidas
La cima de un beso en un brinco suicida
Su fuente de energia
cautiva mis sensores
Pues no hay que la controle
Cuando baila encendia
Tiene dentro esa chispa
que quema transistores
Bebe de un elipsi
Que enciende sus motores
[CORO]
Salio a la disco bailar
Una diva virtual
Chequea como se menea
UUUUUUU
Chequea como se menea
UUUUUUUuuuuuUUUU!!
Chequea como se menea
Tiene algo de robot en su tactica
Me agoto la bateria en su tecnica
Su modelo vino con cintura plastica
Con lo movimiento de la mujer bionica
SHE'S ON FIREEEEEE!!!
TA ENCENDIA!
CON LA SANGRE HIGH PRENDIA!
HOY NO QUIERE VER LA LUZ DEL DIA!
NO TRAJO BRUJULA, EsTA NOCHE ANDA PERDIA!
SU SITEMA SEDUCTIVO CALENTANDOSE
MIENTRAS QUE SU FRECUENCIA ESTA SIENTIENDOCE!
SU FLUIDO CORPORALE DEPORTANDOCE
ROBOTICA EN LA PISTA TA LUCIENDOCE!
[CORO]
Salio a la disco bailar
Una diva virtual
Chequea como se menea
UUUUUUU
Chequea como se menea
UUUUUUUuuuuuUUUU!!
Chequea como se menea
Tiene algo de robot en su tactica
Me agoto la bateria en su tecnica
Su modelo vino con cintura plastica
Con lo movimiento de la mujer bionica (2X)
Diesel!!
UUUUUUUU
Chequea como se menea
Ella es ese sueño
Que tube despierto
Un recuerdo leve
De esto que siento
Una sacudida
A mis salidas
La cima de un beso en un brinco suicida
Su fuente de energia
cautiva mis sensores
Pues no hay que la controle
Cuando baila encendia
Tiene dentro esa chispa
que quema transistores
bebe de un elipsi
Que ensiende sus motores
[CORO]
Salio a la disco bailar
Una diva virtual
Chequea como se menea
(Sencillo)
UUUUUUU
Chequea como se menea
UUUUUUUuuuuuUUUU!!
Chequea como se menea
D D D DO!
DIESEL
Sencillo, tamo trabajando por encima de sus expectativas
De eso se trata !
Algunos años luz ante que todos ustedes, siempre voy a vivir ahi.
No mires pa mi galaxia.
Virtual Diva
D..D..D !!!
D-O....
DIESEL!!!
ICON! ! !
She's that sleep
That I had while I was awake
A light memory
Of this I feel
One jolt
To my outsides
The peak of a kiss at the brink of suicide
Your fountain of energy
captures my senses
Well there isn't anything that can control you
When you dance passionately
You have that spark inside you
that burns up radios
Child of a spark plug
That ignites your motors
[I RUN]
Went to the disco dance
A virtual diva
Look how she moves
UUUUUUU
Look how she moves
UUUUUUUuuuuuUUUU!!
Look how she moves
She has something like that of a robot in her tactics
I use up the battery in her technology
He model came with a plastic waist
With the movement of a bionic woman
SHE'S ON FIREEEEEE!!!
SHE'S ON FIRE!
WITH HER BLOOD TURNED ON HIGH!
TODAY DON'T WANT TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY!
DIDN'T BRING A COMPASS, THIS NIGHT SHE'S LOST!
HER SEDUCTIVE SYSTEM HEATING UP
WHILE HER FREQUENCY SITS!
HER CORPORALE FLUID LEAVING
ROBOT ON THE PATH TO LIGHTING HERSELF!!
[I RUN]
Went to the disco dance
A virtual diva
Look how she moves
UUUUUUU
Look how she moves
UUUUUUUuuuuuUUUU!!
Look how she moves
She has something like that of a robot in her tactics
I use up the battery in her technology
He model came with a plastic waist
With the movement of a bionic woman (x2)
Diesel!
UUUUUUU
Look how she moves
She's that sleep
That I had while I was awake
A light memory
Of this I feel
One jolt
To my outsides
The peak of a kiss at the brink of suicide
Your fountain of energy
captures my senses
Well there isn't anything that can control you
When you dance passionately
You have that spark inside you
that burns up radios
Child of a spark plug
That ignites your motors
[I RUN]
Went to the disco dance
A virtual diva
Look how she moves
(Silence)
UUUUUUU
Look how she moves
UUUUUUUuuuuuUUUU!!
Look how she moves
D D D DO!
DIESEL
Silence, the fluff working beyond your expectations
That's how you treat!
Some years of light before all of you, always will i live here.
Don't look for me in the galaxy.
Don Omar ~ T.A.B.O.O
Taboo (la lambada)
Bahía Azul!
el roce de los cuerpos al ritmo de la musica
A & X!
Taboo!
(Calor!)
Anda Depresivaaa !
(Pasión!)
No llores por él!
(No llores por él!)
Llorando se fue la que un día me hizo llorar
Llorando se fue la que un día me hizo llorar
Llorando estará recordando el amor
Que un día no supo cuidar (hay loba!)
Llorando estará recordando el amor
Que un día no supo cuidar (Brasil!)
A recordação vai com onde eu vou
A recordação vai estar pra sempre onde eu vou
Dança, sol ei mar guardarei in ollar
O amor vais quereir encontrar
Lambando estarei ao lembrare que este amor
Por um dia um instante por ley
Soca en San Pablo de noche, la luna, las estrellas
La playa, la arena para olvidarme de ella
una sirena que dicen
que esta tomando el sol
Uh! Oh-Oh!
Un cuerpo que pide a gritos
Samba y calor
Uh! Ohi oh!
Mi nena, menea!
Una cintura prendida en candela
Mi nena, menea!
No se cansa
Mi nena, menea!
Bailando así
Mi nena, menea!
Ron da fao, ron da fao
Mi nena, menea!
Matadora!
Mi nena, menea!
Vela de la favela
Vela de la favela
Vela de la favela
Bahía Azul!
A & X!
Llorando se fue la que un día me hizo llorar
Llorando se fue la que un día me hizo llorar
Llorando estará recordando el amor
Que un día no supo cuidar (hay loba!)
Llorando estará recordando el amor
Que un día no supo cuidar (Brasil!)
A recordação vai com onde eu vou
(vai estar con ella a onde voy)
A recordação vai estar pra sempre onde eu vou
Dança, sol ei mar guardare in ollar
O amor vais querer va encontrar
Lambando estarei ao lembrare que este amor
Por um dia um instante por ley
Soca en San Pablo de noche, la luna, las estrellas
La playa, la arena para olvidarme de ella
una sirena que dicen
que esta tomando el sol
Uh! Oh-Oh!
Un cuerpo que pide a gritos
Samba y calor
Uh! Ohi oh!
Mi nena, menea!
Una cintura prendida en candela
Mi nena, menea!
No se cansa
Mi nena, menea!
Bailando así
Mi nena, menea!
Ron da fao, ron da fao
Mi nena, menea!
La luna, las estrellas
Mi nena, menea!
Taboo!
Mi nena, menea!
La playa, la arena
Mi nena, menea!
Bahía Azul!
A & X!
Andáte en Brasilia!
No llores por él!
Taboo
Blue Bay!
the rustle of bodies to the beat of music
A & X!
Taboo!
(heat!)
she goes depressive !
(Passión!)
Don't cry for him!
(Don't cry for him!)
crying went the one who one day made me mourn
crying went the one who one day made me mourn
Crying she will be remembering the love that one day didn't know how to take care (ay wolf!)
Crying will be remembering the love
that one day didn't know how to take care (Brazil!)
The memory goes with me where I go
the memory will be always where I go
dance , the sun ,the sea , will keep to look
you'll want find a love
lambando you'll remember this love
for a day an instant by law
alone in St. Paul the night, the moon, stars
The beach, sand to forget her
a siren that they say
is taking the sun
Uh! Oh-Oh!
a body asking to shout
samba and heat
Uh! Ohi oh!
My baby, wiggles!
a waist turning in candle
my baby, wiggles!
no tired
My baby, wiggles!
dancing thus
My baby, wiggles!
Ron da fao, fao da rum
My baby, wiggles!
murderess!
My baby, wiggles!
watches over the slum
watches over the slum
watches over the slum
Blue Bay!
A & X!
crying went the one who one day made me mourn
crying went the one who one day made me mourn
Crying will be remembering the love
that one day didn't know to take care ( hay wolf !)
Crying will be remembering the love
that one day didn't know how to take care (Brazil!)
the memory goes with me to where I go
(she goes will be with me to where I go)
the memory will be for always to where I go
Dance, the sun , the sea , will keep to look
a love want to find
lambando you'll remember that love
for a day 1 instant for law
alone in St. Paul ,the night, moon, stars
The beach , the sand to forget her
a siren that they say
is taking the sun
Uh! Oh-Oh!
a body asking to shout
samba and heat
Uh! Ohi oh!
My baby, wiggles!
a candle burning in waist
My baby, wiggles!
dosen't tired
My baby, wiggles!
dancing so
My baby, wiggles!
Ron da fao, rom da fao
My baby, wiggles!
The moon, stars
My baby, wiggles!
Taboo!
My baby, wiggles!
The beach, sand
My baby, wiggles!
Blue Bay!
A & X!
going in Brasilia!
Don't cry for him!
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Album - The Pursuit of Happiness
[Day 1, Dec 16th]
Dear God, let there be enough love in this world for everyone to last a life time.
You have created EVE from the left ribs of ADAM,
NOT from his head to be above him
NOR from his feet to be his subordinate
but from his ribs to stand by his side....
as his other half in life...
next to his arm, so he will protect her...
next to his heart, so he will love her...
Babyface - When Your Body Gets Weak
Babyface - Two Occassions
Babyface - Nobody Knows It But Me
Babyface - Everytime I Close My Eyes
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Princess : it's World's Blues Day - Mr DJ ;) play that blues number, hit it!
Wish i could sing with Beyonce's voice intensity....now this is passion all the way baby ;)
Wish i could someone to dance with now...huuhuu
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Princess : [Day 2, Dec 17th]
Dear God,
I'm grateful for the rain that you gave us,
yesterday and today
it washes all our misery and hurt away..
I miss my Sunshine tho
come out please
so the grass will look vibrant green again...
Sighhhh......
Never been a fan of Justin bieber but this song lyrics, I'm willing to make an exceptional :) (Like his song, Never say Never)
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Princess : [Day 3, Dec 18th]
Dear God, I just ask for a sunny sunday for this weekend...
so some of the family out there can spend some quality sunday together,
under the sun.
Oh P.S. God, thank you for the sunny afternoon yesterday :)
You make me really HAPPY, I Love You God HUGSSS!
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Princess : [Day 4, Dec 19th]
Dear God, I'm really grateful for the beautiful Sunshine on Sunday :D
Words cannot describe how fun it was with my nephews and my best friend, THANK YOU!
For now, i just hope i can stand straight at the kopitiam as i havent slept the whole night, for motivating another best friend of mine.
Thank you for showing me that i can be strong again
as, there are others who needs me to stand firmly on the ground
so i can pursue my real purpose in life.
To light those darkness away...
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Princess : [Day 5, Dec 20th]
Dear God,
I'm really grateful for the beautiful Sunshine the whole day yesterday :D
THANK YOU!
And for the most peaceful sleep in years last night.
Thank you for showing me that i can be strong again
I am ready to shine again :D
Spiritual Love :
When I think about the day that we first met
I remember feeling secure
Now everytime the sun rises and the sun sets
I know anything will endure
just to feel our hearts beating together
No other way to explain
Cause we have a
Chorus:
spiritual Love
That last for a lifetime
Feel like we been born again
Every moment we share
nothing can compare
to the happiness of spiritual love
Spiritual love
I never knew life could be so
so complete
with just one look in your eye, eyes
No one else has ever made me feel unique
with no strings or compromise
We're inseparable only to find
we're groming closer through time
(Chorus:)
(spiritual love) That has no boundries
(spiritual love) That knows no defeat
you are my inspiration
with you I am complete
(Chorus:)
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Walauwehh!!!! Lama didnt hear this :D WEEEEEEEEEEEE! Reminiscing the late nite chat :D
This song makes me wanna slow dancing on the street.....
My very own Cordy Roy Dog :D . Ugly and adorable just the way i loike it heeeee!
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Princess : [Day 6, Dec 21st]
Dear God,
I'm really grateful again for the beautiful Sunshine the whole day yesterday :D
and for being able to enjoy 2 kg of rambutan, and for that ugly light blue Cordy Roy Dog...I love it God, THANK YOU!
And for the second most peaceful sleep in years last night.
Thank you for showing me that i can be strong again
I am ready to shine again today :D
You know who you are :) Mon Cherie...
no matter how... like Alicia Keys' song 'Distance & Time'
learn to BREATHE and SMILE, sweetheart...
because I'll be here with you.
'There's no me without you' - Toni Braxton....
because there must be a reason why i'm still breathing today
and the reason is You. :)
every heart beat on our left chest
I'm there
Until It Beats No More - Jennifer Lopez.
Look Sharp / Live Well / Success is in OUR Hands!
So now, you've got a reason to smile :)
Remember, until it beats no more.....
Yours Truly, Baby Matahari :*
For everybody's listening pleasure, the Malaysian Radio version sucks!
nah ambik korang lol, remake but superbly done ;)
Another one tastefully remaked ;)
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I can't believe that all these years that i've been listening to all my type of songs was actually preparing me for this one moment. Someone used to called me PATHETIC for listening to those soulful song with meaningful lyrics, guessed i should say 'who's laughing now'?
Listen: There are people like me out there, MELANCHOLY PEOPLE... among all the 'normal people' like you claimed yourself normal (the one who knows how to hide one's feeling infront of others) but baby :) normal is when you cry when you're sad, you laugh when you're happy and it's not a bad thing at all. At least i don't pretend to be someone i'm not. Called it 'emotionally fucked up' but baby, you don't know what it takes to be in my shoes. I didn't asked to be born this way. I never asked to be MELANCHOLY to my bone...this is how my system works, I know there's a flaw in loving a person like me but that's how history is made. If it's too easy or too perfect there's no 'ummmph' isn't it?
True Love, the one that last a life time... and the one that make history is like drinking a cup of EXPRESSO...bitter, strong and the after taste and after effect will last you a long time. It is never served in a big cup...because it's the QUALITY that counts and NOT the QUANTITY of how many cups you take to be awake. Too much of EXPRESSO will be bad for those who're not into HARDCORE coffee. :)
Splendid Evening to all the EXPRESSO LOVER :) cheers!
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Princess : [Day 7, Dec 22nd]
Dear God,
I'm really grateful again for the beautiful Sunshine the whole day yesterday :D
and for being able to enjoy a few pieces of chocolate, and for that ugly light blue Cordy Roy Dog...I love it God, THANK YOU!
And for the third most peaceful sleep in years last night.
Now, I am ready to shine ! :D
Trust Yourself,
to those people who love to see you fall flat on your face
Never ever give them that satisfaction :)
Even when you fall down,
pick yourself up and MOVE ON!
" If you're going thru HELL, KEEP MOVING!
Yours Truly,
Matahari
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MISS YOU Song List.
P.S. This one's from the heart :(
P.S. Get that guitar and put it to good use ;)
Look Sharp / Live Well / Same Here :(
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Princess:
Dear God,
Today i feel like i am back on the driver seat :D Again.
Thank You God for being with me during those difficult time.
And also for giving me those signs,
even it's a small signs but it's enough for me
to hang on tight to it.
Thank You God, even if it's not with me
at least this life time i felt it.♥
Look Sharp / Live Well / Who say i forgot ;)
P.S Courtesy from my "best Bro in law".. Thanks Abg :) You're the best!
Look Sharp / Live Well / I do believe in those love songs :)
P.S Another courtesy from my "Best Bro in Law".. Thanks again Abg :) You're the best!
Look Sharp / Live Well / Goodbye doesn't mean we'll never be together again :)
Look Sharp / Live Well / :) I'm just going to celebrate this, tired of fighting it :)
P.S Remember when i told you, i'm looking for a MUSE? I found him, You're the inspiration :)
P.S. Slightly delusional at this point LOL.... but like i said, I am celebrating it!
P.S. Nothing is Impossible :) New York baby, If you can make it there...you'll make it anywhere :*
Come dance with me :) .... I WANT YOUUUUUUUUU, BABYYYYY!
Yours Truly..
Baby Matahari