Friday, May 25, 2012


If you carry your childhood with you, you never become older.
~ Abraham Sutzkever.
For the first time in my life, I am not afraid of growing old!! YAYYYYYY, Happy Birthday to me and.....
"The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate.
~ Oprah Winfrey
I guessed i finally grew matured hehe....

Yours Truly,
The Matured Baby Matahari !

Thursday, May 24, 2012

Bahasa Kalbu ( Soul Language )

Can a simple song describe what a person's had in mind? I'll let you guys be the judge of it.... Hmmm...

Kau satu terkasih
Kulihat di sinar matamu
Tersimpan kekayaan batinmu

Di dalam senyummu
Kudengar bahasa kalbumu
Mengalun bening menggetarkan

Kini dirimu yang selalu
Bertahta di benakku
Dan aku kan mengiringi
Bersama di setiap langkahmu

Hanya diriku yang paling mengerti
Kegelisahan jiwamu kasih
Dan arti kata kecewamu

Kasih yakinlah
Hanya aku yang paling memahami
Besar arti kejujuran diri
Indah sanubarimu kasih

Friday, May 18, 2012

360 Degree Change? Part Deux ....

" Life with me is like riding a roller coaster! ".... while contemplating with myself on how will my entry sounds like this time around ( I am talking about MAJOR change! ) i stumbled upon my own quotation, the one i highlighted earlier...those who knows me personally knows exactly what i meant by "roller coaster"...especially the decision part...

Honestly, I am so called "broken hearted again" ...well, i actually lost count on how many times is it this time. I just don't know how do i put it out here, should i let go of my ego and blurt it all out or just bottle it up again until it'll take a toll on me, again?

Recently .... i felt like a broken glass...shattered, after doing my best to juggle everything on my own , i had to give in and made one of the biggest ...most difficult decision in my life, to finally be SELFISH for future....

The hardest part of it was, it was my baby project...which this coming November 16th 2012's going to be the fourth year anniversary for the Hair Salon... which i built from scratch with my business partner...

I am shattered as i can't see any other choice but to give it up as my business partner probably leaving in 6 months time abroad to attend self advancement course for 16 months.

It felt as if I've been slapped .... finally saying YES to giving up .... and to make things worst, my baby project!!! I don't know when do I ever recover from this, but I will do my best to get out of it....because in life, the moment you stop and let the situation control you, you're finish!

No way I'm gonna let that happen to me... so here, To The FUTURE and The UNKNOWN...May there'll be light along the way!

All I need is to believe that i can do this... and everything else will fall into help me God. AMIN!