I Owe It to Miz Whitney!!

Yesterday, there was something I couldn't let off from my chest...

I came back from Tawau yesterday and i've been trying to reach out to some of my closes friends...but that too didn't do any good....end up... i came home about almost 5 am this morning still with heavy hearted feeling, but sober...not a single drop of alcohol (i'm secretly proud of myself plus the fact that i've a damaged liver helps too haaaa)

I woke up about 10 am this this morning, still looking for something to help me get it off of my chest....finally while browsing thru You Tube (Thank You God for You Tube and internet...i don't how my life would be without these two...phewww!!) At first, i was really looking for something hardcore stuff (don't get me wrong....so not into those PORN Stuff!! So PERVERTS, BACK OFF!!!!) Grudge or heavy metal stuff....to release all these negative vibes i've been carrying since yesterday...then it hit me!

Why look for heavy metal stuff when all these while, whenever i'm down the only best friend i can always look for something wise and inspirational was featured a few days back on E News!!! WHITNEY HOUSTON!!!

So I quickly googled and there she was....on http://www.whitneyhouston.com/us/home singing her heart out on her interview with Oprah about her come back to showbiz after missing for more than 7 years.....all i can say, after looking for a song titled : I Look To You http://irenejohanmuseeq.blogspot.com/2009/09/whitney-houston-i-look-to-you.html and I Didn't Know My Own Strength http://irenejohanmuseeq.blogspot.com/2009/09/whitney-houston-i-didnt-know-my-own.html boy, that does it.....IT POURS LIKE RAIN! Phew and i feel good! Damn Good again!!!!! And me eating me favourite Honey Stars while, me typing me blog, just about now heeeeeeeeeeee.......did anyone said ice cream? ;p

Ok, will talk about this later...first let me go to see my babies....BRB don't go anywhere ;)