The One with My Buddy....

This is the one that really breaks my heart....



A couple of days before, i heard from my other friend that my engineer buddy was having a difficulty... lets just say mishap...MAJOR! Until today, i can't stop thinking about it. Words cannot describe how he must have been feeling during this time..even while thinking about what to write... to put things into less painful for others to read, i just couldn't imagine.... how things must have been for him..and how tough for him to face all this...



If you're reading hun, my heart goes out to you....HUGSSSS!



I'm supposed to be doing my packing for my MIA trip tomorrow but i just couldn't put my brain to rest, i kept thinking about how life wouldn't be the same for him and his family after what happened.



This buddy of mine survived a lot of things in life, including the death of someone very dear to him before. Altho that was about 3 years ago but still... it's new to me....because my dad past away 13 years ago but still, i do missed and think about him every now and then...and now...my buddy might be losing 3 important direct family members....i just cannot imagine.....


And it's official, he lost a mother, 2 younger sister, a brother in law, a grandmother, aunties and the list continues....


I just came back from the usual MIA trip and everyday without failed, i kept praying hoping that one BIG miracle will happen but it didn't... i guessed someone up there loved them more...so all i could do is kept every newspaper for each day i was away and maybe set a date one day after posting this post and maybe offer him some word of comfort.


All i see so far, he kept going strong facing it all with his head up high.... BRAVO HUN! I salute YOU! It takes a lot of courage to be where you are at this moment....you always have my shoulder to cry on, that's for sure!

With this, i bid you all adieu...it's 2.34am and i have to wake up to go to my small kopitiam at 6am... May God be with those who lost their loved ones...and grant those who is looking for something to hang on to a great shoulder or a great listener to ease their pain....i feel you, never ever be afraid, you're not alone.... HUGSSSSS

The One with My Sister & My Buddy....

Yesterday (26th November 2009), was really a day full packed with errands... nothing to do with complaining here dudes & dudettes (hehe..) i'm glad knowing that finally i realised how good was my ENERGY yesterday! if i were to compare between eveready battery with titanium battery, i should say....Titanium PLUS PLUS battery!

My day started with waking up from my 3 hours beauty sleep! I slept at 2.30am and woke up at 5.30am, then shower, then get ready for my kopitiam at 6.10am and then taking orders from our loyal early bird customers, then off i go sending my cook's passport to the agent for visa renewal, then off to TM Point Tg. Aru to pay my bills, then off buying some vege and fish supplies for the kopitiam, then an appointment with my car insurance agent for my car insurance renewal & road tax renewal, well that's in the morning till afternoon ;)

Afternoon till evening, i've got to handle customers coming into my kopitiam...i've got to say this...yesterday was PACKED! On top of that i've got to be a psycologist to my customer cum new friend, DM ;) , then pay salary to my staffs, till closing i was seriously hungry and sent my mom and my cook back to the house, to take shower and go for dinner at Annex then yeah i did got the chance to sing a few of my favourite songs yesterday! BONUS!

Right after dinner, i did sent DM back to her house in Ketiau and i had the time to check out DM's place....on the way back, i saw at least 5 cars involved in a really bad accident! Just about the junction out from my kopitiam area.....scary! About the same time, my sister called me and asked me to join her in Junction for drink! Well i smelled something fishy already! Normally i called, but ok for the sake of finding out.....i went ;)

True enough, i became her psycologist again... the second time playing psycologist yesterday! But to my relief, she decided dumping her RUSTY BF for GOOD this time! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! Hmm...well to make it short, she was pissed drunk and so was her designated driver! Lucky i was there.... i know this is it this time, she's not turning back and i understood what she's going thru last nite....been there, done it! I'm just glad she came out in time, just in time! HUGSSSSSS

Well as a good psycologist, i decided to make something memorable out of it last nite (always an opportunist ;) )....and decided to drive semi-naked (heeeeee....well still with BRA on :p ) at least something for her to laugh about in the future =) but my fame moments was cut in short because she asked us to stop by the road side, for her to puke! Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww.......bahahahaaaaa, reminds me of my "sober days"! I think we went to the nearest coffeeshop for some hot soup before heading home at 3 am! Greeted by mom at the main door! Oooooppss.....

The soonest my sister, says hello... she blacked out! Well too much Long island and puking is bad for you...lesson of the day ;)... the one with my buddy will be posted on the next post....

The One Where....SKYPE failed me boo hoo...

Lucky enuf, Mr Mcknight sings beautifully......




I almost curse SKYPE for not being able to do video call with a new friend today, DM....shhh if u're reading this ;) heeeeeeeeeeeee

Yeah i do sound like "Etta James" at 2 am on yahoo ;) anyway....i count all my blessing today ....for god to have sent me staffs who loves me unconditionally....for putting up with me during my unforgettable mood swing moments....and for a loyal business partner , who stick with me thru thick and thin......and for daddy, who without failed calling me beating all odds just for me to hear his voice over the other line....and for my mom..who despites my moody hello each morning.....thank you for keeping up with me....

I'm not a good daughter nor friend....but i love all those people surrounds me, in my own way....and because there can never be another me.....VAIN? Yes I am.... =)

The One with a lot of Dancing!

Last night, I had a blast!!!

Earlier on, i was at the nearest club with my cousin, Kakak Belle and my new found friend, Eve...karaokeing ;) yup...... with my husky flu voice....which i'm proud of, Hell YEAH!!!

Soon after, me and MA'AM switched club ;) meeting up with Uncle Boi, Sharki's Owner and Mr Sexy Head heeeeeeeeeeeeee......oh and the b'day boy!!! I had a blast dancing!!! And thanks to Mr DJ ;) he makes sure i was fully entertained!!! To the 80's!!! I was 100 percent sober and i had the best come back dancing my heart out!!! I missed clubbing till the wee hour!!!

All i can say, The Angel brought me there...to make sure i have my feet firmly on the ground....and to make sure, i'm happy and to keep my spirit high...as always.... I was not build to break!!!!